The Day Everything Changed… for the Better

A few months ago, I got news I never expected to hear. I was diagnosed with type 2 diabetes.

It was a strange mix of emotions. Shocked? Yes. Surprised? Kind of. But also not totally surprised. Shay and I took a few days to let it sink in, to grieve, and to process what this would mean for our lives. Those first days were heavy, filled with uncertainty, questions, and even some bitterness.

 A few days after the diagnosis, I was in the shower, the place where I tend to have my longest talks with God. My legs were still in pain, making it hard to even step in and out. When I got out, I caught my reflection in the mirror and felt a quiet moment of decision rise up in me.

I realized I had two choices: I could stay here, feeling sorry for myself, blaming myself, or blaming God, and slide deeper into frustration and depression. Or I could thank God right where I was, even for this journey, and choose to see Him in it.

I chose the second.

I got down on my knees and prayed, “Thank You, God, for where You have me right now. Thank You for this life You have given me. Thank You for being with me through it all. Thank You for showing me, once again, that You walk with me in the thick of life.”

 Something shifted instantly. I stood up with a lighter heart and a clearer mind. I started making plans for how I was going to live with this diagnosis, trusting that He would walk with me through it.

Now, months later, I can see the blessing in ways I never imagined. Since changing my diet, my inflammation has gone way down. I can go on walks again without pain, something I have not been able to do in a long time. My other autoimmune disorder has flared less, and I feel healthier than I have in years.

God did not just meet me in the diagnosis. He has been walking with me through it every step of the way. And for that, I thank Him. -Noah